I was just reading previous posts and remembering how hard it was in the beginning. I realize now that I am "in the clear" with cravings for the most part. Don't get me wrong, it was brutal on Halloween to not eat candy (and I've been rationing it out every day to my son for the past 2 weeks since then). It was awful to feed my son a McDonald's Happy Meal when I was starving and had nothing to eat in town one day. It was not fun to go to my mom's group last week and not eat with my friends. I baked a pumpkin cheesecake today for a bake sale...oh to have been able to make another and actually take a bite!
But my physical body seems to be past the need. It is psychological from here on out I guess. When I am tired or have a headache I do desire a cup of coffee or a piece of chocolate but it, again, is in my mind.
I suppose I am quite grateful for being past the really difficult physical craving, detox part of all of this. Now if I could just not be so sick of the few foods I get to eat.
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